Sunday, 28 November 2010

'The Last Mughal - The Fall of a Dynasty' of William Darlymple : Book Review & Overview

My take on the book

My love for Delhi made this book catch my eye and so had it come about that I purchased it and have read and re-read it so many times over the last couple of years…..and visited Delhi again in my last India trip. However the breadth and depth of the book is such that even after one year of re-reading - I am still admiring and loving it as I would do from a Wodehouse or a Tintin/Asterix-Obelix though from a totally different angle!

This book is as much about Delhi as it is about Zafar and India. It starts with the pomp, verve, glamour and heights of cultural and economic activity that both Delhi and India were so much a part of. And takes us through the decline in fortunes and the ignominy of being trampled almost without a trace of the former self – for both Delhi and Zafar.

I would state that everybody must read such books which bring alive the magic of narating a story from History. The love, sorrow, joy, perspective and insights I got from this book are quite not measurable. To show the beauty and the richness of the book – am summarising some of the essential chapters, quoting form the book, and items that are close to my heart though there are innumerable other items which are indeed great in their own right. I myself would like to keep coming back and reading these every one in a while.

The book also brought back my long forgotten love for Urdu poetry...nay उर्दू की अदा , आदाब , आरज़ू, शेरो शायिरी जो  वाकेयी  गम की गहराई को शेहेद की डोर से तहज़ीब की साहिल में पेश करती है !
The most haunting feeling for me right through the book (along with the sadness that engulfs Delhi and Zafar) – was the sense of loss, that in the ‘Rising India’ of today, we are losing the traditional ways of our lives, our rich cultural traditions and those very things that are most precious in us. And the pity is we are losing all of these to just to mimic the west – whereas the era that we see in the initial chapters of this book show why the whole world looked up at India for being the cauldron of learning, culture, tradition and wealth. Also a hope that all of us can still retain the charm that is so Indian……and raises questions like - shouldn't we be wearing the traditional dhoti at least on weekends when I can see the Dutch albeit Hare-Rama-Hare-Krishna gentlemen doing the same on a daily basis? After all it is the traditional dress of not just the Mahatma but even our grandfathers! Not sure why the Fashion gurus are stuck to only the Kurta-pyzamas and did not get to the dhotis?

Also, the tale of Zafar made me remember some very Senior Corporate Moghuls I had opportunity to work with – and whom I have seen drop from the high-throne (not unlike that of Zafar, though from the contemporary corporate fiefdoms). Brings closer home the un-certainties of life and also how insignificant indeed each one of our individual lives and riches are in reality. Last India visit – made Delhi a part of my trip and spent some time at Qutub Minar, Taj, Agra…...as a personal salute to a piece of myself and my country!

A note on Zafar
Bahadur Shah Zafar (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bahadur_Shah_II ) was the last Mughal emperor of Delhi, and one of the most talented, tolerant and likable of his remarkable dynasty. Zafar was a mystic, poet and calligrapher of great charm and accomplishment, but his achievement was to nourish the talents of India's greatest love poet, Ghalib, and his rival, Zauq and also resulting in Delhi becoming the base of the greatest literary renaissances in Indian history. Born in 1775, when the British were still clinging to the Indian shore, he had in his lifetime seen his dynasty reduced to humiliating insignificance and the British transform themselves from simple traders into the most powerful military force India had ever seen.

Zafar was a good example of the sort of rounded renaissance man that a serious Mughal education sought to produce: he was fluent in Urdu, Arabic and Persian, but had also mastered Braj Bhasha and Punjabi sufficiently to write verse in both. He was also in his youth, a renowned rider, swordsman and archer, an expert kite flyer, connoisseur of plants and scents, and a crack shot with a rifle.

Over his life he had seen the power of Mughal empire diminish and towards the end of his life, Zafar, destitute and utterly broken, wrote his own epitaph with a burnt stick on his prison wall, since the British administration would not give him pen and paper to write with. A lament, his final song became an eternal symbol of several subsequent poets saddened by the loss of the earlier atmosphere, finding themselves in strange, foreign lands.

उम्र-इ-दराज़ मांग के लाये थे चार दिन - I asked for a long life, I received four days

दो आरजू में कट गए दो इंतज़ार में - Two passed in desire, two in waiting.

कितना ही बदनसीब ज़फर दफन के लिए - How unfortunate is Zafar! For his burial

दो गज ज़मीं भी न मिली कूह-इ-यार में - Not even two yards of land were to be had, in the land of his beloved

Initial chapters of the book talk about the life in Delhi where I love the aspects of :

• Shero-Shaairi with Ghalib and Zauq competing at the Mughal court,
• pure pursuit-of-knowledge by Muslim residents at the local Madrasas,
• culture of intelligent debate, learning and arts,
• everyday lives enriched by the Persian/Arabic/Urdu culture/language

Delhi at its heights
Delhi was the seat of the Great Mughal and the place where the most chaste Urdu was spoken. It is believed it had the best-looking women, the finest mangoes, the most talented poets:

“इन दिनों गरचे दखन में है बढ़ी कद्र-इ-सुखन, These days we hear that in Deccan they value their poets
पर कौन जाये जौक पर दिल्ली की गलियां छोड़ कर” But who, Zauq, would leave the gulleys of Dilli ?
--- Sher of Zauq on Delhi

For generations the Mughal emperors had intermarried with Hindus – Zafar was quite typical in having a Rajput mother. Thus Mughal empire was quite tolerant to Hindu ideas, Sufi Islam and even the liberal Chisti Brotherhood (who were regarded by fundamentalists as bordering on infidelity).

The Hindu elite of Delhi went to Sufi shrine of Nizamuddin; could quote Hafiz and were fond of Persian poetry, had their children study at the more liberal madrasas.

Delhi had a profoundly self-confident place, quite at ease with its own brilliance and the superiority of its tahzib, its cultured and polished urbanity and remained a bubble of conservative Mughal traditionalism in an already fast changing India. When one wished to praise another citizen of the city, one would still reach for the ancient yardsticks of medieval Islamic rhetoric, cloaked in time-worn poetic tropes. There was no question of Zafar turning up in durbar dressed as a British Admiral or even as a Vicar of the Church of England.

1800s: A typical day in Delhi
Across chapters, the daily life in Delhi during the 1800s is beautifully described by Dalrymple - and literally ties the picture-frames to our eyes (àla a telugu expression కళ్ళకు కట్టినట్టు ) the activities of two different but parallel worlds: that of British in India and Indians living along side the British Raj. This day in Delhi is the closest to my heart and is also is a seperate item on this blog!

Revolt of 1857
Trouble was brewing for a while before the Revolt of 1857 - but various factors merged into a single event of the Revolt: Instead of a single coherent mutiny or patriotic national war of independence – there was in reality a chain of very different uprisings and acts of resistance, whose form and fate were determined by local and regional situations, passions and grievances. All took different forms in different places and the revolt was all of a mutiny, a peasants’ revolt, an urban revolution and a war of independence.

Although the great majority of the sepoys were Hindus, in Delhi a flag of jihad was raised and many of the insurgents described themselves as mujahedin, ghazis and jihadis. For Delhi, the incoming sepoys remained strangers, with different dialects, accents and customs.

The Revolt of 1857 turned out to make a hell out of Delhi and and its residents. In the words of ordinary people in Delhi to describe what was happening in the city immediately after all the Indian sepoys started gathering in Delhi in 1957, it was not described as a ग़दर or जंग-इ-आज़ादी so much as दंगा- फसाद ! Much is made out today as if to portray the events as ''Struggle of Independence'' or ''The Great Mutiny'' - but in reality many of the Sepoys were just rascals and touble-mongers who joined in for the spoils and wreak havoc on the resodents of the city and under the cloak of a righteous case - exploited every opportunity.

Ghalib wrote about the atrocities committed by the insurgents and rioters who were creating hell on earth without any guilt or fear, people were running amok, blood was flowing like a river:

‘’The intoxicated horsemen and rough foot soldiers ravished the city. Woe for those fair ladies of delicate form, with faces radiant as the moon and bodies gleaming like newly mined silver! A thousand times pity those murdered children whose step was more beautiful than that of the deer and the partridge. All were sucked into the whirlpool of death, drowned in an ocean of blood. Throughout the day the rebels looted the city, and at night they slept in silken beds. The Emperor was powerless to repulse them’’.

The fact that Zafar gave his tacit support turned the army mutiny into a major political challenge to British dominance of India, and sparked off what would swiftly escalate into the most serious armed challenge to imperialism the world over during the course of the nineteenth century.

The fight between the British and the Sepoys saw death, disease and absolute ruin in the wonderful city of Delhi. In Dalrymple’s summary of the plight of Delhi in another related article (http://www.guardian.co.uk/artanddesign/2003/aug/16/art.highereducation):

’The siege of Delhi was the Raj's Stalingrad: a fight to the death between two powers, neither of whom could retreat. For the four hottest months of the Indian summer, the beautiful Mughal capital was bombarded by British artillery.

There were unimaginable casualties, with both Indians and British starving, the city left without water and the combatants on both sides driven to extremes of physical and mental endurance. Finally, on September 14 1857, the British took the city, sacking, massacring and looting as they went. Anyone who survived the subsequent genocide was driven out into the countryside. Delhi was left an empty ruin.

In the weeks that followed, the vengeful British oversaw the wholesale destruction of great areas of Mughal Delhi. The Red Fort was plundered and much of it - including the exquisite harem courts - was razed to the ground.

Though the royal family had surrendered peacefully, all 10 of the emperor's surviving sons were shot in cold blood. The emperor himself was put on show trial in the ruins of his old palace and sentenced to transportation. He left his beloved Delhi on a peasants' bullock cart. Separated from everyone and everything he loved, broken-hearted, the last of the great Mughals died in exile in Rangoon on Friday November 7 1862, aged 87.''

Final Battle of the Ridge
The British gathered their troops, four-fifths of which was made up of ethnic Indians, Sikhs, Muslim Panjabi, pathan and Gurkhas. Britishers leading the charge were maddened by the foul murder of their nearest and dearest, steeled their hearts to pity and swore vengeance. The carnage of British response was astonishingly violent and vicious and every village on their path was torched, and old, men, women and children were burned to death in their houses. The Sikhs among the British troops were allowed to torture, impale and burn alive the captured sepoys. The British were just waiting to take revenge on Delhi and knowing it to be the largest, most beautiful and richest city in Hindustan – were just waiting to seize their share of the untold riches within its walls.

The British troops engaged the rebels who fled and left their posts on the ridge and surrendered it along with the cannons, tents and all the ammunition. The British were far outnumbered but held on to this Ridge for the next several months and from where they battered the city with cannon shells and finally captured it.

The rebels tried to attack the British on the ridge but failed every time. The reason for the repeated failure of the rebels was not any lack of bravery so much as:

• lack of administrative and financial organisation – so that supplies of gunpowder and gun caps also were not stored/guarded so that most of it was lost without any trace
• lack of any real strategic imagination, ingenuity or co-ordination
• disagreements between the different regiments and lack of a clear and recognised figure of executive authority
• sheer quantity of intelligence that the British received from the city and the lack of it in the rebels’ camp
• tax revenue, and
• most of all food supplies proved the rebels’ single most disastrous failures

Towards the end of the war, there were around 25,000 jihadis out of 60,000 estimated insurgents remaining in Delhi. At this stage Zafar failed to pick up the nerve to support an Uprising from the remaining army, citizens of Delhi and the people of the surrounding country. This decision was a t a critical juncture when the two sides eye-balled each other for three days and thanks to Zafar’s failure of leadership, it was the rebels who blinked first. From this stage the rebel camp was just deserting the city and gave away the city to the British who killed all whom they found on the streets including helpless and the weak and burned their houses. By the end of it all, out of about 150,000 inhabitants almost all of them had either fled or were dead and the British troops were looting empty houses.

Conclusion
The final chapters of the book talk about the final rustication and despatching of Zafar to Rangoon where he spends an isolated life with the four remaining members of his very-big family.

Compared to the style and the lap of luxury in which Zafar had spent most of his life, it is sad to read about the desolate/dismal existence of his last few years and especially the pathetic treatment he gets from the British.

The conclusion section at the end of the Book by the author is absolutely brilliant and shows the historical perspective of a very learned man with love, empathy and understanding of both the British and Indian sides of the story. We have read a few things about the 1857 revolt in our History text books during school days and later seen some other things in Hindi movies on this subject – but for getting the grit and grime of the event, understanding the context and getting the broader perspective on the same: I recommend you the Best in the Trade viz. Dalrymple.

It also shows the culture, way-of-life we seem to be part of in a new light: and that the present has its seeds in the history and that the seeds of the future are being sown by our actions right now especially with regard to the current top-of-mind issues like Islamic Terrorism – and we should have our perspective right in leading our lives and not just follow the current-trends which might even be learned/au-courant/logical

Changing views of the British and Western culture and education

Till the 1800s:
o In the profoundly sophisticated, liberal and plural civilisation championed by Akbar, Dara Shukoh and the later Mughal emperors: so prevalent was the belief among Delhiwallahs that Englishmen were the product of an illicit union between apes and the women of Sri lanka (or alternatively between apes and hogs) that the leading theologian, Shah Abdul Aziz, had to issue a fatwa expressing his opinion that such a view had no basis in the Koran of the Hadiths. However Shah Abdul Aziz had little faith in the intellectual abilities of the British and looked down on them for their abject failure to grasp the most elementary subtleties of Muslim theology. ‘They have a special aptitude for industry and technology. But their minds, with few exceptions, cannot grasp the finer points of logic, theology and philosophy.’

o Indeed many of the most brilliant Hindu thinkers of the time, like the Great reformer Ram Mohan Roy, were the products of madrasa education.
o At madrasas, students learn through the medium of Arabic and Persian, what men of Western colleges used to learn through those of Greek and Latin – that is grammar, rhetoric and logic. After his seven years of study, the young Muhammadan binds his turban upon a head almost as well filled with the things as the young man from Oxford – he will talk as fluently about Socrates and Aristotle, Plato and Hippocrates, galen and Avicenna; and, what is much to his advantage in India, the languages in which he has learnt what he knows are those which he most requires through life.

o Instances were known of Englishmen coming to India early in life and becoming in the course of time so thoroughly Indianised, so identified with the natives (usually with the Mohamaddan natives) in habits and feeling so as to lose all relish for European society, to select their associates and connections from among the Muslims, to live in every respect in Mussalman fashion, and to either openly or tacitly adopt the Mussalman creed.

After the 1800s:
o The rise of the British Empire across the Globe (upon which the Sun never sets) made not just the British victors, but the glory of the Ascendant’s fortunes gave everything of theirs – even their dress, their gait, their conversation – a radiance that makes them desirable. And people do not merely adopt them, but they are proud to adopt them.

o The scale of devastation, defeat and the depths of humiliation heaped on the vanquished Mughals and the city of Delhi in 1857 meant that it was not just the city and Mughal rule that were uprooted and destroyed, but the self-confidence and authority of the wider Mughal political and cultural world throughout India. This also impacted the Hindu-Muslim, Indo-Islamic civilisation.

o The profound contempt that the British so openly expressed for Indian Muslim and Mughal culture proved contagious, particularly to the ascendant Hindus and also to many young Muslims, who now believed that their own ancient and much-cherished civilisation had been irretrievably discredited.

o Indeed India’s march for freedom too was led by the new Anglicised and educated Colonial Service class who emerged from English-medium schools and who by and large used modern Western democratic structures and methods – political parties, strikes and protest marches – to gain freedom.

After the 20th Century:
o Mughal miniature and architectural tradition, elaborate politeness of Mughal etiquette, the culture of Ghazal and Shero-shayiri are regarded as anachronistic

o For many Indians today (who are happy to eat the Mughal meal, or flock to the cinema to watch a Bollywood Mughal epic, or indeed to head to/watch the Red Fort for the annual Independence Day parade), the Mughals are still perceived as it suited the British to portray them in the Imperial propaganda that they taught in Indian schools after 1857: as decadent, sensual, temple destroying invaders – something that was forcefully and depressingly demonstrated by the whole episode of the demolition of the Babri Masjid at Ayodhya in 1992.

My own ponderings:
o With the ascendancy of India in various spheres and the acknowledgement of the world as evidenced of late in various forum (take the Obama visit/speech!): I feel the next cycle is about to begin! The next century will prove this out – but we should not lose sight of the important lessons from our own history to lead a virtuous and right path without losing our spirit and soul which is our culture and traditions!

Monday, 22 November 2010

Dhilli…Dhilli….Dhilleh…

Wow…the shouting of the Jaipur-Delhi, Agra-Delhi, Chandigarh-Delhi bus-conductors still resounds in my ears. On return of every trip from Delhi to any other place - for nearly five years this was the enunciation and preliminary rites of my re-entry back into Delhi like the resonant ringing of temple-bells heard long before getting to the entrance of the main-temple! The energy, enthusiasm and nonchalant attitude of Delhi so aptly rendered by the enthusiastic private bus operators who race to get their bus filled up with passengers so they leave first!

And it is difficult to explain why I love Delhi so dearly….is it:

• the bright colors of Red-stoned structures, green grass, boulevards
• nostalgic ruins at every other block,
• majestic structures/street-lights/arches all proclaiming in majestic fashion the charming denizens they served in the past,
• dramatic shifts of climate between Summer, Winter and Rainy seasons
• the beautiful people of the city caparisoned in each season differently as if challenging the nature to be more colourful
• weather seasons followed religiously by the dresses of the beautiful people of the city
• wonderful options of food available – whether veg or non-veg, south or north Indian cuisine, road-side or inside
• or, is it just me?

Some of the unique experiences of mine linked with Delhi are:
• cold winters which I absolutely loved and also learnt the pleasure of having Nirulas Icecreams in Winters (coming from South-India, this was a different and wonderful experience for me)
• hot and humid weather with never ending mosquitoes – causing never ending night-long turning around on the bed due to power cuts!
• fast and furious rains with big hail-stones I got pounded upon (vividly remember trying to cower my entire body under a single helmeted-head after having parked my bike beside the Delhi-Ghaziabad road)
• memorable movies and songs of the late 90s: DDLJ, DTPH, Dil Se, Titanic, The Mask of Zorro, ...
• visit to Qutub Minar...and the awe there of....

Indeed one of my quotes was that Delhi is indeed the true capital of India because it has its pulse on the Country :

• Weather – Delhi is a distinct city which has all the seasons:
o Cold as most North Indian cities in Winter,
o Hot and Dry like some other places across the country till May,
o Hot and Humid like all coastal cities like Chennai, Mumbai, Calcutta
o Rains stones and thunders – like many other places in India

• Populace – Draws people from across the country. Indeed visiting a place like Delhi Haat one can has the authentic and exquisite cuisine of all the states of India! Also one can get into the grain of the culture of each of the States by participating various events conducted by each state in the Capital. Myself have enjoyed quite a few cuisine and movie related programmes at ‘AP Bhawan’, ‘Kerala- Coconut Grove’.

• Overnight bus/train travel possibilities to get to a Desert, Himalayas, Tiger and Bird Sanctuaries, Taj, holy places like Amritsar/Vaishnodevi/Ajmer-Durgah/Mathura/Sanchi/Haridwar-Rishikesh/Devprayag/ Karnaprayag….., wonderful cities like Jaipur/Lucknow/Chandigarh/Shimla/Hardwar/Jammu …

• The cultural-cauldron that Delhi is thanks to its history, monuments, people, embassies, ministries et al. Being the capital, Delhi is the base for most International Cultural exchange programmes, Art Exhibitions – both private and state-sponsored, Concerts etc in India

Well, may be some places don’t need any reasons for being out-of-the-world after all, they are too wonderful to be put into so many words or pictures or experiences !

Monday, 1 March 2010

'Tis

Have read a wonderful book 'Tis by Frank McCourt.

Am not sure if you heard about 'Angelas Ashes' which was a very popular book about 5 years back and which was made into a movie of the same name as well. This 'Tis' is a sequel to that book.

Angelas' Ashes is an auto-biography of an absolutely poor boy growing up in cold, hunger, poverty and social ridicule in Limerick, Ireland. The way he narrates his story - is simple, direct, honest, readable and compelling - all at once. Start the first page and you will not let it go.

At the end of Angelas' Ashes - Frank grows into a very hard-working youngman who makes some hard choices in life supporting family and so as to plan his way to the US. With some luck things fall in place and he sets off on a boat to US full of hopes and full of tears - looking for a life and some money which could spread it to his mother (Angela) and siblings back home.

Normally sequels are like....you already know what you can expect in it. In a vague sense this is true of 'Tis - but in a totally different light: only here the magic continues !

In this sequel, even as McCourt starts to settle down and adjust to the life in USA - all his worries, hopes, aspirations and fears are all intact. Every small incident - he inevitably compares to his childhood experiences, what they would say in Limerick and what a simple lot they are. Every such comparision and recounting conveys the absolute love he has to the child he was, the simple pleasures and happiness of childhood memories and how bitterly sweet these intertVined experiences can be.

Our insight tells us - this is how we are made into who we are. We are our past which imprints our present experiences forging the future. The beauty of life has to surely continue in the sequel as the magic of McCourts' authentic and compelling narration makes us see ourselves (in more ways than one) in his shoes - navigating through life against this backdrop of our childhood, parents and background.

One can't help but go into a reviour of sorts about ones own childhood (like the fresh smell of life on those school-free summer evenings when one has just taken a bath and is heading to the garden for play, or the magic touch of cold stones on which one lay, or the pleasure of climbing trees, making fire in the backyard......you name it) and remember some of the best moments therein all of which having nothing to do with money or splendour which has somehow become the raison d'etre of present life of ours. I also think being in a different country accentuates this love for life back home and makes us cherish all that we left even more than we would otherwise.

Now about reading these two books - Needless to say 'GO GET THEM'.

Wednesday, 10 October 2007

Curacao

Who-ever had heard about a country named Curacao ? Atleast I didn't till I was almost there. This is a wonderful island country which is a Dutch colony and is part of a stretch of 5 islands called 'Netherlands Antilles' : just off the nothern coast of Venezuela. It is one of the three islands called the 'ABC of the Caribbean' (the other two neighbouring islands being 'Aruba' and 'Bonaire').


How does one relax...enjoy.....relish beaches? Well......by staying in one of these Caribbean Islands is my response. The weather here is almost the same all round the year - the beaches offer plenty of activity whether for swimmers or walkers, observers or the more action-oriented folks.


My own take away from the fortnight stay I had here was that I learnt basics of swimming here and managed to float in the sea.....and later practised at the pool and can swim for a couple of metres! Spent a couple of evenings at the Shopping streets of Punda - and couldn't help observe that a majority of them are run by Indian community (from Gujarat and Maharashtra) - just like on Osu Market at Accra, Ghana.


Had run into one Mr. Shenoy at the pleasant Hindu Temple of Curacao. He works for 'New India Assurance Co Ltd' and has been posted here for the last 4 years. Came to know that New India Assurance is No.4 in Insurance market in Curacao! Poke me with a cone ice-cream : well I never knew our India' Insurance business was so successful outside India as well!



Links to Films on Curacao -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jsIMwKXi-Aw

http://www.curacao.com/TheCuracaoDifference/AnInsidersTour.aspx


Cherished memories...

I am not sure if everyone has this yearning of having that 'been there-done that' feeling. Possibly it requires being 'sick' for a while to get this feeling ? Anyway - for me it had been a long-felt feeling of mine (sic - congenital ?) which became a conscious one when I was bed-ridden for a few months with a broken leg. And the re-read of 'The English patient' only helped seal the yearning. In this state I realised - one can only recall and relish the memoirs, regret the cancelled adventures, wonder and be glad at the same time on the apparently foolishly risky trips made........The past is like a dream - only it is true and with yourself as a protagonist.

But come on - what does truth mean? Remember the quote from 'God of small things' wherein the younger one tells the Mom - 'Mom I got a dream that I was eating lots of icecreams....it's true Mom they tasted so good......they were really big and very tasty Mom.....I really ate them Mom'. Not the same words I am sure....but I hope you get the idea. So who is to deny this child the pleasure of retaining the memory of 'really' having eaten those wonderful icecreams.....whether the meomory is from reality or a dream........As it is said - isn't reality just another dream (was it the 'Matrix'.....or was it 'The Gita'....or is it a generic drawl) ? Possibly this is what Hypnotism is all about....making one believe of events that did not happen by etching them onto the memory-disk by repetitive strokes?

Anyway my intention was not to get into the esoteric sciences. It was only to inject the drive to go out there and 'experience' life so that they are etched onto the grey-cells which may be cherished at an apparently much low-key physically challenged life at a later stage when one can only get into reveries. Would strongly recommend this book 'The English Patient' and the movie of the same title - for better insights into this aspect of 'Been There - Done That'.

What follows is the best way of summarising such memories......and this Keats poem got distilled even through some fat heads like mine only thanks to the efforts of our wonderful English Teacher Mrs Jayawardhane who had moulded our tiny hearts (cannot remember any specifics now.....only a feeling of a strange charm and wonder) so as to appreciate the beauty of the written word:

A thing of beauty is a joy forever: Its loveliness increases; it will never Pass into nothingness; but still will keep A bower quiet for us, and a sleep Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing

Here are some of my most cherished memories....what are yours?
Nature:
* Being on top of really cold and windy mountains (Busteni, Romania and Auli/Joshimath on the Himalayas immediately spring to mind)
* Sunsets in the centre of a desert - mesmerizing view with you at the centre of a golden-brown disk having a huge Orange ball sinking at the horizon ('Sum' at Jaisalmer about sums up the feeling - or is it just Agoramania ?)
* Swimming with the turtles, dolphins and hundreds of shoals of fish. A good swim leaves a great feeling of well-being : quite comparable to the moment of great pleasure after a solid run, a rigorous exercise in some sport, a decent workout followed by a Sauna and a Steam-bath interspersed with a couple of lemon drinks !
* Skiing all day - on the snow-laden slopes with crisp air and a warm shining sun in the blue sky with some white clouds scudding along once in a while - all the while drinking in the beauty of nature. Hurling down scary steeps of snow-clad slopes while skiing - day or night, both are unique experiences
* Long walks among trees/gardens/wide-open-spaces/streets......it is something gives me a feeling of oneness with nature and makes me whole

Human:
* Movies: Watching action movies in dolby theatres....else even a good Sony with a DVD Player would do :-)
* Food n drinks: Hyderabadi Biryani ofcourse and many rounds of Irani Chai with chota samosa and osmania biscuits
* Deep Reading: and rereading each page....nay each line....nay each word of books like 'Thus Spake Zorathustra' and relish the taste better with each read - much like the quoted bee overladen with honey. Some other memorable reads were those of Ayn Rand, Fyodor Dostoevsky
* Fast reading: Tucking into some warm snacks under a cosy blanket during cold winters with eyes locked onto an Alistair Mcclean novel or a PG Woodhouse or a TinTin/Asterix-Obelix
* Playing marbles all day : even though losing streaks are generally the ones that I recall - though do recall a few occasions of overflowing marble-banks !
* Going places: Visiting different places.....absorbing and indulging in their sights, sounds and magic
* Space - The Final Frontier: Wondering about the Stars....the Universe....the speed of light....time.....To go where no man has gone before....and the amazing stories of scientific endeavours that unravel the marvel of the eternal romance of the mystery that shrouds us each night. Been a while since I lost the sense of wonder thanks to a 'professional lifestyle' and our 'neon-light cities' where star-gaze is neigh impossible. Had recently woken up to that wonderful feeling with the read of 'The Fabric of the Cosmos'

Saturday, 30 June 2007

Becoming a Father....

Becoming a Father....hmm, I have a sense of Deja vu. Ofcourse this is our second kid, but I was not referring to that.


The feeling is more innate. It is very much the same as the one I have on the job.....on the critical 'Go-Live' stages of our Bank projects especially when we are faced with the final conversion. This last mile of the marathon brings out the best of all of our team members as we go through the throes of the birth of the new Banking system that would transform the Bank to 'Go-Live' on 'Production'. As one of our clients from the 'Ring of Fire' (read 'Indonesia') put it : 'Once you have gone through fire - you are ready to fight it for-ever'.


It is at this critical stage that I am generally rendered virtually helpless as I watch my technical colleague struggle with the code/tools to address the humongous un-foreseen/un-simulated problems that keep arising. During these long hours - the only solace I offer are really environmental like offering services for fetching some food/drinks......or with some wise anecdotes/banter which might cheer a toiling and wearied soul.....or put on a stupid smirk on my face which I hope would be seen as a sign of encouragement for them. It is at this stage that I begin to wonder about my luck for having found such a wonderful partner......and the realisation that nothing can really compensate this pain and efforts my partners endure....and it is at this stage I begin to wonder about my own position and about my near ineffective situation. Inability to contribute in such critical situations is I guess the worst part of life....it is not like you just jump in and 'deliver' the stuff.


The labor pains of this last stage of 'Go-Live' is essentially the critical aspect of the whole project and indeed is the culmination of the efforts till then.


Once the critical phase is over though - there are all round applauses and cheers. The night-outs that follow for the eventual nursing and teething issues are a cake walk compared to the fire that we had gone through.


With the Mission acomplished:   'We proudly look back at our accomplishments and live happily ever after..........'

Wednesday, 20 June 2007

Arbeit Macht Frei ( Work Sets You Free )

Ironically, we had been to this historic spot in Poland on a rare weekend when we could extricate ourselves from from work. And we were put face-to-face with this: “Auschwitz”, the largest Nazi Concentration and death camp – now an universally recognized symbol of Genocide.


“Arbeit Macht Frei ”: This was the slogan that greeted more than 1.5 million victims at the gates of the concentration camp – many of whom were murdered en-masse in this hell. Crimes unprecedented in human history were committed here and none before had inspired such multifaceted and extensive reflection upon the morality of mankind.


The gallows of the slave coasts in Africa are indeed grim reminders of the cravenness of the Western Nations and mankind in general. But the ghettos of Auschwitz camp just jolt up the conscious and unconscious souls of ours and make us take a hard look at our very understanding of civilization and human nature.


The Nazi policy of expansion and extermination was rooted not only in a desire to achieve political domination of Europe and the world, but in plans for affecting wide-ranging demographic changes. Hitler had ordered the ‘final solution’ to the Jewish question. The extermination centers existing then would not suffice for activity on such a large scale. The German forces occupying Poland during World War II, established in May 27, 1940 on the orders of Heinrich Himmler a concentration camp at Auschwitz - chosen for its suitable location in terms of transportation and because the area could be easily isolated and concealed. The Jews were considered the eternal enemies of the German nation and were to be extirpated. The Fuhrer believed that if they were unable to destroy the biological forces of Judaism, then the Jews would one day destroy the German Nation.


The Nazis tried to confer the character of punishment for violations of camp discipline upon executions at the camps. This was mainly by shooting point-blank (in full view of the rest of the prisoners) at the back of the head of the subject, who was made to undress as well for the ceremony ! This was the economic and effectively ruthless German way of enforcing discipline among the prisoners.


Hunger, coupled with physical exhaustion was the basic method of extermination at the concentration camps. Other factors related to poor living conditions (clothing & hygiene) increased the prisoners ‘ death toll. Many of the prisoners were also used as guinea-pigs for horrendous medical experiments. This method was in contrast to the one employed at the “Extermination Centers” where the victims were murdered immediately upon arrival.


After arriving at the camp, the people were divided into two groups – men, on the one hand, and women and children, on the other. After this, in both the groups only those deemed fit for work would be selected and given camp clothes, registered in the camp records, tattooed with camp numbers, and subsequently employed at the camp for their slow death. The others ( based on statistics, around 80 % of the arrivals ) were sent to gas chambers for being murdered and cremated. The five crematoria here were capable of burning 4,756 corpses a day ! After an experimental gassing there in September 1941 of 850 malnourished and ill prisoners, mass murder became a daily routine. By mid 1942, mass gassing of Jews using Zyklon-B began at Auschwitz, where extermination was conducted on an industrial scale with some estimates running as high as three million persons eventually killed through gassing, starvation, disease, shooting, and burning ...


All that is left at the camp today though are only the photographs of thousands of victims, tales of heroic efforts of many of them, distressing and untold miseries of the lives that were snubbed here, the facilities themselves with all their horrifying detail and the gas chambers with the thousands of souls whose gasps for a breath of oxygen still echo round the place……………through the expressions of shock and disbelief from the visitors!


The memoir on stone tablets says in various languages:


“Forever let this place be a cry of despair and a warning to humanity, where the Nazis murdered about one and a half million men, women and children, mainly Jews from various countries of Europe” ---- Auschwitz and Birkenau, 1940-1945


The evil symbolized by Auschwitz neither began when the gates for the camp opened nor ended when the last crematoria were shut down. Prejudice and discrimination can still lead to mass murder. But, the revolting feeling from Auschwitz comes because of the realization that mankind is capable of genocide on such a mass, industrialized and bureaucratized scale! Yes…………..that is akin to the present day lingo: “State Sponsored Terrorism”.


Thus the Auschwitz experience paints the backdrop of a sickness in the human spirit………….and looking at the recent events back home in India – we could not help having a feeling of deja-vu. What’s more, there even seems more than just a tinge of approval from the state to the violent acts being perpetrated. This should hit us hard - especially so, when we in India are on the high pedestal of having demonstrated to the world the power of the other extreme of ‘hatred’ that Auschwitz represents: “PEACE”. And, with the glory of having as the Father of our Nation, a man who with his simplicity had wrested freedom from the fists of the most powerful Nation by moving the emotion of this entire country, many of whom are still on the lookout for the next meal !


The rising fanatics in our backyard are only cousins of the fascists of yester era - objects of abject abhorrence today. For sympathizers of these and those changing history (Sic) as it should be recorded / studied / taught, here is a warning:


“The one who does not remember history is bound to live through it again” - George Santayana



Sources:

a) Details at the Auschwitz – Birkenau Concentration Camps / Museum

b) Auschwitz : Nazi Death Camp, Second Edition, The Auschwitz – Birkanau State Museum and Douglas Selvag


PS:
Article originally written during the period of   '2002 Gujarat Violence '